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October 07 wonder.you ever look at a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?.
it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. how many moments of
other peoples life have we been in. were we a part of someone’s life when their dream
came true or were we there when their dream died. did we keep trying to get in?
as if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise.
just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.”
March 15 "without two hands, we can't make a clapping sound".it was my fourth weeks back to uni, looking around it's the changes i see. was thinking to ask how is she with her chicken pocks, but i was speakless.
recalling it.. it was the first week of class, i was supposingly excited of returning after such a long break i had. even those crap i heard frm another girl about her stabbing me, i don't care, yet to accept the way she is. although i may not know whether are we truly a good friend, but for me.. we're a good friend.
it started with the result of arch culture, whr both of us went to appealed on the same week. four in the group appealed. each of us had a form filled. but wait a minute. i saw a letter without my name. plus the reason.. "i've no idea how to spell yr name". it's disappointing. really. i questioned myself, why does friend is being so cruel and over protected which "selfish".. or out of other purposes to be tht way. i don't understand.. i don't understand why, why is she able to dropped me a sms regarding appeal form, but not asking my name..
this is wht i called a "good friend". a good friend tht doesn't able to spell yr name. the one without the heart for you. hv you ever being like me? i am hurt and can't blame anyone yet only my own foolish. wht can i say or do? thought of bringing this up to her, but it may not end up better.. bcz, since these happen.. i hv learnt. also realizing tht i am totally not a good friend for her.
"without two hands, we can't make a clapping sound"
sometime.. it has to let it go even i still care for her.
January 20 Result of Architecture Culture.ooo.. i've got my result lately.. the first expression i had was damn gay, due to my passed module of r&d ~ research and development.. plus the "B" i've got in ID Tech. But after an hour gone, i noticed of the slightly changes i had in me, whr as i am not quite sure whether shld i be glad or worry. DNC = did not complete was stated on my result of one module.. damn! was it due to my miss out of submission or wht? oh goshh.. how cld this probably be. help!!
the 3 days after, my classmate called. shared 'bout the DNC of hers. then we realized it was our group work matter tht cause the grade. mm.. wht can i say? wht i need to do, i've done. even looking and calling for the lec. feedback? we can only settle these mess during enrolment, feb17. or to appeal. wht shit is tht? appeal? "how sure are we tht they will entertain the DNC?" January 10 Here they come!Isn't it exciting.. woo.. febri dong and rendy ting tong bell came lol
.. have not been seeing them since the last day we were in airport of
jakarta. it was kinda mess for the first day of their arrival due to
location of staying, my grandma's or my mom's house. "pai sseh" for
making troubles of that, such an ashamed with that none prepared
attitude i made. sorry with that feb, ren. opss..  at the end of it,
we stay at mom's place. well, what can i say, it's much more nearer to
town plus freedom for them to have their "vitamin C" hahaha..  time
really flies, damn.. today is their 7th day here, though we still have
4 more days but seems it's too less for us. hiks hiks.. feb, you gonna
miss us yo! and ren probably can't leave is tzu bin, new friend he met.
ren was so glad that tzu bin said "enjoy going out with all of us, and
then lazy to work" .. "wanted to cry already, bcz enjoyed too much"
lol.. funny! mm, it was the first time of all, tzu bin came along.
anyway, it's just so sweet yet terrific time we had for all, in food,
games, shopping, also the same shirt we've got frm levis'.. just cool.
sansan, ayung and vonny shld hv missed all of these, and kena "rampas"
by sallie dong. lol.  jakarta!!
mm .. Bali? wait for us, we'll be going there soon. so sansan, ayung
and vonny! sit back, and wait for me yo! it's gonna be party time!December 20 finally, i'm home!have
been away for about 7weeks. finally, i'm back home.. i miss my
bed the most.. lol. the whole 7weeks was like food all the time and
cold, and now, time to keep fit and damn hot.. which my face even turn
into red. lol, saving the time of make up but the
problem is i've gained about 14pounds, that's really a
matter. gosh.. time to swim and exercise. lol.
it's
time to settle down myself again, to return my books frm kl library,
repairing my car, and all the billing, also cleaning the dust of my
room. then, preparing the arrival of febri and rendy frm jakarta on
jan3. can't wait for them though. hv been missing them so much since
july. time really flies. alright, time to buzz off now..
December 12 celebration live.december 2 - december 3, 2005
celebration
live for the young adult was just wonderful. the congregation was great
with great music and dance. everyone was enjoying themself, and i was
pretty busy too. for the first time being the usher of it. lol. for the second day, oh gosh, was a trouble night.. my careless, brings forgetful of charging the ipod caused it to unable to play in the congregation.. blessed not being scold by the in charge person opss.. well, anyhow, the sales of the cds' was not as good as in the shepherd church.. anyhow, that's a great praise and worship night we had. December 09 home is sweet.wow.. it has been 5weeks here in hk.
i'm thankful for this blessed trip, i learnt and saw how great His love
for each and everyone of us. whether how tall or short you are, ugly
and beautiful, disable or normal, etc.. just who you are - we're still
His precious.lol anyhow, after staying for quite sometime here, still home is better. probably bcz here's a busy city, too crowded and living standard are high. my guess for the transportation, i've spent about hk$1100, which is roughly of rm$550.gosh.. but i like the cold weather here.. stilll i miss my room the most.. hehe..
December 05 the heart of mine, decepcionado con usted..celui que vous faites confiance, decepcionado con usted. volonte jamais toujours celle a etre. quelqu'un etroitment? combien peut vous mettez le tout vous-meme a luielle? parfois, nous ne savons pas meme quand ils seront l'oppose que nous avons su. vous faites- penser jamais comment blesse lui soyez alors? recemment j'etais "HURT" par quelqu'un que je vraiment fait confiance, mon compagnon? bcz of amour,nous ne savons pas ou nous se tient. we argued!! et tout passe du mien souffle dehors.. j'etais comme dedans un haut etage tombant vers le bas cependant. c'est the disappointment j'ai.. j'ai pense qu'il m'a connu, mais comment a ose he said that. volonte de confiance de facon ou d'autre finie..  joyful with troubles!when trouble comes, we'll naturally get upset and hurt. sometimes, we forgotten god's grace, hope and glory. we even blame ourself or others, so do i, yet thought lots of thing, worried and etc, just to get rid of it but it 's not meant to be tht way of solution.. lately i heard a voice saying "joyful with troubles!" i'm suppose to hv knew it since i was in primary, guess tht when trouble comes, i tend to forgot that phrase. lol. why joyful with trouble? bcz these troubles produce patience. and patience produces character, and charater produces hope. just as the scripture of romans 5:3-5 said. mm...
December 03 my april'sapril 27, 2005
back to my kiddy school! gosh..
now i realized teaching kids are not tht easy though. first day back to my kiddy school.. it's time to teach yet not to be the kid. aikss.. although surrounded with children was fun, but sometime it really making me headache with their fighting and when comes to "teacher.." here and "teacher.. bla bla" thr. calling non stop just bcz of small lil' matters for you to notice their work or so whtever. tht's wht it called "attention", tht's wht they want frm us though. besides, don't you ever being too fierceful towards them, have to do some praising as well. kids.. hiks hiks,..
april 20, 2005
my small family
have been a year+ thrabout since i joined the FCC's cell. my guess is i'm the odd one among them.. thinking?? in the cell, we can find snow white, dancing ladies, It brains, clown tht bring smile, also naive and nerd. mm.. how bout me? well, for me, i aways felt tht no one else in the cell really know me. then thr i go sad. i even thought they hardly notice my existing, whr thr was a time.. no one saying "hie". but as time goes by, with prayers, changes came tumbling after each one of us and me. although few of them have left the cell, still we are getting warmer. for me, cell should be a second home , a family to be. warm. isn't it should be tht? i wonder..
april 5, 2005
knowledge? life?
mm.. knowledge! why is tht so important for me? hiks hiks.. then here comes the pimples. gosh.. hv been torturing with loads of ass & projects, day by day, week by week, month by month and year by year. my guess is i'll soon half way death. anyhow, this is only the begining of my life. |
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